I will be totally honest with you. I don't like all the hype these days. I was losing my joy of writing. I was like a drowning victim, continuously being tugged under by the current. I realize every "passion" has its own pool of fanaticism, experts, advice and advertising. I also know that there are the nice spas of support. I ended up on the darkened swampy end of the pond, and couldn't get out.
So, I wrapped myself up in a web of depression for awhile. I whined, wailed, mostly whined, gnashed my teeth, tried to force a novel out of my overwhelmed brain.
It has taken me a year (give or take) to realize that I was not being me, and that I had really gone through some challenging personal things last year. They might not have been things that another person would have considered stressful or challenging, but for me, they were downright tormenting; emotionally, intellectually, and spritually. I ran the gamut of stressing out, and I barely had to leave the house.
I can't express to you how stressed out I was. I can only say I am recovering now. I am getting my writing joy back, learning to be loyal to my personal brand of creativity, and doing pretty photo hoarding for mental therapy.
My "Write Stuff" Treasury on Etsy - spotlights of artisans creating with all things wordy |
I am also focusing on my crochet projects, which are ever changing. I learned 2 new stitches in 2 days and am busy trying to make things in crochet that don't scream "I am a dish cloth!" I have a ton of Christmas gifts I need to get started on, after all.
Oh yeah, there's that thing called parenting too...
Please feel free to visit my Etsy treasuries and Pinterest Boards, if you want to get an idea of where I am at. Rest assured that I am writing, but I discovered that I am super uncomfortable giving away "trade secrets" after I bared my soul last year, so if you want to dig deeper into my blog, you might find some. Otherwise, you'll have to get to know me from here on out. Enjoy and maybe we can chat sometime. :D
This pretty much says it all: Bill Watterson's Wisdom