Tuesday, December 24, 2013

The Case of the Christmas Shoe ~ A Short Holiday Story by Shanah ©2013

A Note from the Author:
Surprise! It's a short story by me! This story takes place in the world of my NaNoWriMo 2013 project. This is a stand alone story meant to be a little holiday treat and an introduction to my main character, Katherine (aka Kitty) Montrose. I hope you'll enjoy. All characters and content are copyrighted to me. Please respect creativity and may you have the happiest of holidays and a bright new year! ~ Shanah (All characters and locations are fictional. Any resemblance to reality is coincidence. All editing was done by me, so all mistakes are mine alone with my apologies. I own none of the photos. Links provided when possible, and thanks to sources for letting me use them.)
The Christmas Shoe by Shanah Wooldrage

I sat in my office. Outside the snow was trying to fluff over my windows. It was Christmas Eve and I had a giant Yule log burning in my library hearth. In the Christmas Mood by Glenn Miller was softly serenading me over my laptop speakers. My library was also my office. I should have been curled up in my favorite chair reading, sipping a hot toddy with my feet up and wrapped in fuzzy slippers. Instead, I was working. It was a lingering case, and I was almost done putting the final touches on my notes.

I tapped out a few more notes in the case file and clicked save. Staring bug-eyed at the screen for a few seconds made me realize that I was done. A long drawn out case was finally finished, and my fuzzy slippers were calling to me. I stretched my arms over my head and yawned luxuriously. I glanced at the phone, thinking of calling my partner, but decided he would be busy with his family. No matter, he’d get to work the notes on the next case we got over a major holiday. 

I uncurled from my desk chair and groaned as I realized my legs had fallen asleep. I had to stop sitting with my legs crossed when I worked. I tottered toward the library door, shaking some tingling life back into my legs, intending to seek out my fuzzy slippers and the bathrobe my partner had once called scuzzy. 

The knock on the door resounded through my drafty, crumbling castle of a house. Yeah, I really lived in a castle. Well, a facsimile of one. My family had a weird history. The knock sounded again and I glanced back at the window that was powdered with tiny snowdrifts. Sighing, I put thoughts of my slippers and robe aside and headed to my front door. Only wayfarers and salesmen came to my front door in this kind of weather. Since it was Christmas Eve, I was guessing the former. My heart gave a small twinge as I anticipated a stray for Christmas. 

I looked out of the peep hole and saw a man shivering on my doorstep. Yup, wayfarer. His car had probably broken down. His tousled brown hair was covered in snowflakes and he blew on his hands, stomping his feet. He kept looking at my windows which were lit. In the light of my porch lamp, the guy looked pretty young, maybe late teens, early twenties. I felt another heartstring tighten. I tugged my sweater closer and opened the door. “May I help you?”

The young man looked up and blinked the snow out of his eyes. “Katherine Montrose?” 


“I need you to help me find something.” 

I stepped back and let the man come in out of the snow. “But, sir, it’s uh...you do know it’s Christmas Eve, right? I mean, I’m sorry if you don’t celebrate Christmas or something, but...” I faltered as I shut the door behind him and studied him in my entrance hall light. He was as I suspected, maybe 20, and dressed in a tweedy outfit of corduroy pants and jacket. He had a plaid scarf generously wrapped around his neck and plain leather shoes, drenched from the snow. His hands were covered in fingerless gloves. My hometown had generally mild winters, but he was underdressed for the current weather. 

He was looking down at his feet, his wavy hair dripping onto my tiled floor. He looked up at me shyly. “I know, Miss Montrose.” He looked down again. “You see, I’ve been looking on my own for a very long time and I’ve become desperate.” 

I studied him a moment longer. “Uh, ok, well, come on in and warm up.” I gestured to my library door where he could catch a glimpse of my glowing hearth. “Go on in. I’ll just go grab us some hot drinks and you can tell me about this thing you want me to find, ok?” 

He nodded and smiled, and my heart tried to melt before I closed a business like cage of ice around it. Time for heart melting later, Christmas or not. If this was a case I was going to take, I need to stay objective. He wandered into my library, unwrapping his scarf, and I took off for the kitchen to prepare some hot chocolate, and hot water for tea or instant coffee. I set everything out on a tray and returned to my library ala Mrs. Danvers. I saw my guest shiver a little as I entered. Sheesh, I guess I should have toned down my severity a little. I set the tray down and gave my perspective client a bright smile and tossed my wavy blond hair behind my shoulder to make sure I didn’t leave an evil housekeeper impression. 

“Now, Mr, eh...what can I do for you?” I asked as I offered hot chocolate, tea and coffee. He chose chocolate. I chose coffee and chocolate. I took my mug and sat across from the guy. 

“My name is David Phipps, Miss Montrose,” the guy said, taking a sip of his hot chocolate. He scooted his chair a little closer to the fire. “I apologize for coming on Christmas, but as I said, I am at the end of my rope. When I heard you could find just about anything, I had to come.” 
I raised an eyebrow. “I guess it’s good that my reputation proceeds me. May I ask who is giving out recommendations?” 

“Oh, just a friend of mine. He and I attend Dr. Squire’s English class at the university,” David Phipps explained. “He said you and Dr. Squire do some sleuthing on the side and that you can find things...” He hesitated. “Like magic.” 

I chuckled. “Well, I don’t find magic and what I do isn’t exactly magical, but I do have a talent for finding things. Just how urgent is this search of yours?” I glanced at the clock and noticed that Christmas Eve was slowly inching into Christmas Day and I didn’t have my cookies out for Santa yet. 

David Phipps pulled an object from inside his coat. How he had hidden it there without my noticing, I have no idea. I stared as he held the item out to me. It was a shoe, a rather fancy woman’s shoe, like something worn for a wedding or formal. I blinked up at my client. 

“A shoe?” I took a fortifying drink of my coffee. “You need me to find a shoe...”

He nodded. “The match to this shoe, Miss Montrose.” 

I swallowed more coffee. The boy was handing me a fancy shoe, wanting me to find the match. “Uh, you’re sure you want me to find the shoe and not the girl who goes with it?” 
“Well, I am hoping that will be the end result, but for now I just need the match to the shoe,” David said. “Please, will you help me?” 

I studied the shoe. It was a white satin and lace slipper, dirtied by much handling. There wasn’t much out of the ordinary to it. I felt a tingle of energy skitter over my arm as I held the shoe, which was a sure sign I could find its match. I looked up at David. “Sure, I can help you.” I handed him the shoe. “Why don’t you give me a call in a couple of days and I’ll start out on the search.”

“I need to find the shoe, now, Miss Montrose.” 

My eyebrow raised on its own accord. “Um, David...mind if I call you David? You can call me Kitty. Miss Montrose is so stuffy...Anyway, I’d really like to help you, but it’s, you know...Christmas?” 

“Isn’t that when you’re supposed to help people?” 

I felt like I had been stabbed. “Oh, um, uh...yeah...er, well...” I stared at him like a startled reindeer. “Uh, well...what is so urgent?” 

“Well, see the party where I got this shoe...well, it um, it happened awhile ago. I tried and tried to find the match, really I did. I’ve been looking for so long...”

“You’re afraid the wearer of those pretty shoes will have forgotten you. Why not just check the phonebook?” 

David Phipps looked at me with big brown embarrassed eyes. “That’s just it, I never got her name. We met, we danced, we laughed, we talked and then she just disappeared.”

“Just like Cinderella.”

He blushed. “Yeah, I know, right? It sounds crazy. I’ve endured no end of teasing from my friends. But I just can’t get her out of my head. And...” He looked up at me, his eyes once again pleading. “She looked scared, Kitty. Just before she ran off...she looked really scared. And not of me, I should add.”

I inhaled deeply and hid my instant concern in my coffee mug. “OK. In that case, David. Let’s go find us a shoe.” I downed my coffee, offered him some more chocolate and left all the stuff on the tray. “You didn’t ask Dr. Squire at all?” 

“I couldn’t find him. I supposed he must be off for Christmas or something. I’m sorry, should I have tried him first?”

“Oh no, I can take a case alone. I was just curious.” I smiled and held out my hand. “May I see the shoe again please?”

David handed me the shoe and I sat with it in my hands awhile, just letting my senses take over. I felt the ragged silk, smelled the slightly damp fabric and a waft of leftover perfume. I felt the heat of a foot inside, and heard the click of heels on stone as the wearer walked to her destination. Pairs of things were usually easy to find when I had one of the set. I concentrated now on the tether this shoe held with its mate. It was like a shoe string made out of energy. The little strand swirled out from the shoe and through my mind, as I started to see images of where the shoe had been. 

I saw the leg of the foot and heard the rustling taffeta gown of blue. I saw everything from the girl’s perspective as if she was looking down at her shoes, so I never saw above her waist. Unless she found a mirror, I wouldn’t know what she looked like. The vision wavered and I now got a sense of abandonment. It seemed to be the feeling of loss from the girl when she left the other shoe behind. So much could be told from an object, that it was hard to describe. In any case, I had a good idea where I could find the other shoe, and I didn’t like it.

I handed the shoe back and David slipped it into his jacket. “Can you find the match?”

“Yup. Come on, we will take my car.” 

“Good, I took a bus.” 

I grinned and went to my hall closet to get my coat, satchel and keys. We ventured out into the snow, sprinting to my garage, which wasn’t a short trip. My outbuildings didn’t have the luxury of being attached to my house. I lived in a castle, but I didn’t have servants and my family’s chauffeur died a long time ago. David and I had to go it alone. I got behind the driver’s wheel of my SUV, and we were on the road with windshield wipers whirring and my stereo blasting Christmas carols. 

I had to drive some very slippery and treacherous roads to follow the shoe’s lead. David offered to drive once in a generous feat of chivalry, but I explained I had to follow the trail and giving him directions would distract me. 

We drove for a long time. It seemed like hours in that snowy tunnel. I was beginning to think my lead was way off. We had driven into the boonies. Snow covered trees, and drifts sparkled in my headlights. Not a house came into sight for miles. I bit my lip and glanced over at my passenger. He was white knuckling the “OSH” - the Oh Shit Handle - of my car. I didn’t think my driving was that bad, but the roads were definitely a challenge. 

“Does any of this look familiar to you?” I asked him. 

“No...where are we?” 

I shrugged. “Just going where that shoe told me to.” I was getting creepy vibes. If this shoe led to anything other than its match I was going to take down my shingle and retire. We were driving through farm country now, and the snow was getting thicker. “Really, David? None of this looks familiar?” 

“Not really, but it’s hard to say with the dark and snow.” 

I sighed and drove on. It was Christmas Eve, and I was determined now to help this guy out of the giving spirit, if nothing else. The tether with the shoe was strong and I had to trust that the internal warmer - colder game I was playing would pan out. I knew I was getting warmer, and when I felt hot, I skidded and screeched to a halt with my SUV’s tires groaning on the snow in protest. 

“We’re here?” David said tentatively peering into the blizzard. 

“Yeah.” I wished I had worn my boots. I was probably going to lose a shoe too. “Uh, over there.” I pointed. In the distance was a barn. It was a barn for a farmhouse and I saw David’s face light up. “Um, well, it’s in the barn,” I told him, not really wanting to see that light dim. He blinked at me, and we got out of the car. 

“The barn, huh?” 

He looked around. “Weird.” 

“Yeah.” I didn’t like trespassing, but the house lights were out, and it was unlikely anyone was home. “Let’s just get the shoe and go. No telling when the family will come back. They are probably at church or something.” 

I flipped on my flashlight and we trudged through the drifts to the barn. The door screeched open menacingly in the silence of the night. I cringed. David swallowed. “Kitty, what if...” 

“Shhh,” I held my finger to my lips. “Let’s just think the happy thoughts.” I didn’t want him to voice his fears out loud. He said his date had been scared the night she lost her shoe. Now I was certain I would find the match to that shoe in this remote barn. I shivered. David sighed. 

We went deeper into the barn. The smell of the hay and mustiness of long gone animals overcame the fresh, crisp scent of snow. I cleared my throat and led David still further into the room. It was a big barn. Cow stanchions, horse stalls, hay lofts, heaps of left over hay, storage areas. I was passing one of the last horse stalls when the shoe I was holding felt like it was going to jump out of my hands. I turned toward the stall and like a divining rod, the shoe led me inside. 

I scraped away the grubby hay and piles of debris I didn’t want to identify and there, underneath lay the match to the white shoe. A family of mice blinked up into the glare of my flashlight before scattering with loud squeaks of protest. 

“Sorry,” I whispered to the mice. I looked up at David who had followed close behind me. “Sorry,” I said to him. 

The prospects did not look good. The shoe had been left in an old barn, now home for mice, gathering dust. What possible reason could a girl have to be in a barn wearing white slippers and an evening gown? Several reasons came to mind, none of them favorable toward David, and most of them hinting of malice. I swallowed, handing him the shoe he had kept for so long. He knelt and put it beside the mouse infested mate. Straightening, he shrugged. “Well, thanks. You certainly can do what you proclaim.” 
I smiled weakly. “Sure.” 

We plowed our way back to my car and got in. “I’ll give you a lift home.” 
The drive to David’s flat wasn’t too bad. We didn’t talk much. I glanced down at his feet, once, kind of wondering why a guy would hold onto a shoe for so long, wishing that I had been able to give him a better outlook, especially on Christmas Eve. I turned up the heat in my car and aimed it at the floor. Our shoes were soaked through. He smiled at me gratefully. 

My drive home was just as dismal. I dropped off David, refusing his offer to repay me in hot chocolate. I was tired, depressed and cold. I wanted my scuzzy bathrobe and fuzzy slippers. The hot toddy wouldn’t be bad either. I walked into my hall at 11:55. Still time to get out the cookies for Santa. I puttered around in the kitchen for awhile, making the hot toddy and setting out the tray for Santa and his reindeer. Oh yeah, I still believed. You couldn’t talk me out of my dream of someday meeting a jolly old man at my Christmas tree. Besides, I really wanted to meet a reindeer up close. 

I had just settled into my chair, hot toddy, robe, slippers and blazing fire all in place, when there was a knock on my door. I looked at the clock. It was 12:06 AM. Christmas Day. I grinned. Maybe it was Santa. He would have to deal with my fashionable attire. I shuffled my way to the door. Peered through the peep hole and groaned. A girl stood on my doorstep. Blond curls were dampened with still falling snow and her cute cheeks were rosy, her pert nose red like Rudolph’s. I sighed. I was getting all the strays tonight. I opened the door. 

“Merry Christmas!” I said cheerfully, gently tugging the girl into the hall. She didn’t look dressed for the weather in a ragged coat and gloves that were fingerless because they were torn instead of made that way. “Come on in. You look chilled to the bone.” I led her to the hearth, taking note of her bewildered glances. 
I sat her down and served her my hot toddy. “That will warm you up quick.”
“Miss Montrose?” the girl said shyly. 
“Yup, that’s me. Sorry about the garb. I was getting ready for bed.” 
“I am sorry to bother you.” She rummaged through the pockets in her coat. “I need you to help me find something.” 
“Uh, well, honey, it’s Christmas and...” I bit my lip, looking at her rosy cheeks and disheveled appearance. I sighed. “What do you need me to find?” 

She unrumpled the thing she had bunched in her hand. It was an argyle sock. It’s colors were distinct and while there were a few worn spots from what looked like multiple washings, it was in fair condition. I looked up at the girl in shock. “I know that sock!”

The girl blinked at me. “Miss Montrose?” Her expression turned hopeful. 
“Yeah, um hang on...” I started fishing through my satchel where I had stashed a scrap of paper. I removed my prize triumphantly. “I don’t have to look for that sock.” I handed her the paper. “Here. Go there. You’ll find the sock. And well, you’ll probably find the person wearing it still.” 

The girl took the paper and looked at the address. “Really? But...” 

“Really. Go...I know it.” I gently pushed her out of my library, shoving a five dollar bill for bus fare into her other hand. “Merry Christmas.” 

I returned to my library and stood staring at the flames in my fireplace, smiling. I knew the match for that argyle sock without ever having to touch it. David had been wearing mismatched socks. I had noticed them when I had looked at his cold feet in my car. One of those socks had been the same argyle the girl brought to me. I downed the rest of my hot toddy and threw the glass into the fireplace. “Merry Christmas, you two.” I told my wayfaring clients. “At least you’ll get to hang out some stockings.” 
Merry Christmas Everyone! 
(special thanks to Julie Hutchings for the use of her scuzzy bathrobe)

Monday, December 23, 2013

One More Day

Just a little poke to let everyone know there will be a surprise post tomorrow. So, plan to wrap up in a cozy blanket, prepare your favorite hot beverage and have a comfy chair ready in front of your computers.

The surprise will be here if your holiday plans have you busy. I will be posting it tomorrow (Dec. 24th) within Central Standard Time USA. Watch your Twitter and Pinterest for the update! :D

Sunday, December 15, 2013

Brilliant Idea

I've been sitting here thinking my blog has been pretty sleepy lately. People will get bored, I told myself. Well, I don't like posting when I have nothing exciting going on. My life is pretty ordinary, and I freely admit that I am not full of witty repartee. However, I came up with a brilliant idea. Everyone likes goodies for the holidays, right?

I'm going to give my loyal followers and prospective readers a little treat for Christmas.  I'm going to keep it under wraps for now and reveal it as a special for Christmas Eve or Christmas Day. Everyone likes a little surprise once in awhile, and I hope this one will be enjoyed. Stay tuned!

Yours Truly in Anticipation, and Happy Holidays!

Friday, November 29, 2013

Winner Winner Chicken Dinner!

I actually did have a delicious chicken dinner yesterday in deference to the fact that a turkey did not find its way into my freezer this year. That's not why I am bragging, though.
I am just proud to announce that I made it. It's rough, it's a whole heck of a lot of dialogue scenes, but I've got a pretty little manuscript of 51K and I did it before the end of November with almost two weeks of not writing at all, for some reason...Whoa...
Anyway, I am happy I am done for now and can move on to the next stage.
Thanks to all my cheerleaders and good luck to everyone participating in NaNoWriMo! You're all winners!

Monday, November 11, 2013

Works in Progress

I noticed that my blog suddenly had over 6000 views. Normally, I don't pay much attention to my blog views. I am not one to believe in a lot of exposure, paparazzi, fame, whatever. People are people, and over exposure is dangerous.

That said, since I *am* getting some views, be it search engine crawls or real people, I decided I better post something. I prefer to believe that I am being read by real people. Search engines are creepy crawlies. 

Unfortunately, I am plumb out of anything exciting to post about. I am working on my NaNoWriMo project... and overall, I feel like everything in my life is a Work in Progress (WIP). For story WIPs, you can visit my photo hoard over on Pinterest.
Just like I do with my writing, my family and I are constantly revising our lifestyles and habits, fine tuning and trying to discover balance and routine, so our children are well developed humans, ready to take on the world for future generations. 

Quite frankly, the future scares the crap out of me. Regardless of politics, natural disasters, media disasters or anything else, my own personal future tends to have a harrowing effect on me if I think about it too much.

So, moral of the story? Stay a WIP, live one day at a time, and live and let live. Tolerance, Kindness, Peace, Education through Experience (not spoon-fed by the media), and Love are the only elements that are going to get any of us launched into the future. Ever.

Wednesday, November 6, 2013

NaNoWriMo Food Groups

I am slowly gaining momentum with my writing project for this year's National Novel Writing Month, affectionately known as NaNo. Participants tend to be known as Wrimos, which borders on sounding like winos to me, but that might not be too far from the mark if there are authors out there following the "Write drunk, edit sober" mantra of Ernest Hemingway. Not such a bad mantra, especially if you read the article I linked with the quote.

Seems a lot of writers have things they do while they are writing that they never or rarely do any other time. For me, my diet changes definitely for the worst, but gosh darn it, my Muse is a demanding wench, and she wants junk food.

Here are my main food groups for my creative process. I will be planning detox sessions in the near future to follow my writing sessions.

Dark Chocolate Kit Kats
Peanut M&Ms
Coca Cola


Not necessarily in that order. Chocolate combinations may vary.

Approach me at your own risk during and after my writing sessions. Not only does the sugar-caffeine combo make me creative, it makes me ornery when I come down from the high.  I only hope that the satisfaction of achieving my word count goal keeps me happy enough to counteract my terrible writing diet. Most of the time that works, but...

Warning: tantrums likely.

Bonus: My good friend Patrick Rothfuss' NaNoWriMo Pep Talk 

Go Forth and Write Good Fellows! Good luck!

Sunday, October 27, 2013

Happy "Harvest" "Halloween" "Day of the Dead", etc...

So, with people, there's always something. There seems to be a celebration or a holiday or some other kind of get together that is always going to cause a problem for someone else.

In the spirit of keeping things positive, I want to wish everyone a Happy End of October, and I hope everyone has transitioned well into Autumn. The nights are getting chilly, the days are windy and the trees are getting naked. I have always wondered why trees and chickens seem to lose their coverings before Winter instead of staying covered up. Of course chickens get new feathers, but those trees...

Anyway, Happy Harvest Moon. I'll leave you with an amusing article which is both poignant and entertaining (click the highlighted title). You may have already seen this, but it's worth a second glance. Enjoy!

Dear Mountain Room Parents

Friday, October 11, 2013

Friday Fairies

When I asked her, my 4 year old said I should write about fairies today. It just so happens that is a relevant topic for me. Well, fairy tales anyway. I am working on an idea. It involves fairy and folk tales. You can watch the progress of my brainstorming here. (Yes, I am much more a Pinterest junkie than I am a Twitter  junkie, and I am not on Facebook...so anyway...)
Back to fairies. The little people. Enchanted beings, Magical monsters....all of which are timeless with universal themes in tales that are able to thrill through the centuries. Something about fairy tales speaks to deeply embedded desires, subconscious dreams and ideas that anything is possible.
Today our fairy tales rally around super heroes more than they do the winged folk and little people. But the traditional fairy tales still resonate strongly through everything supernatural that is out there. Every TV network has something resoundingly fairy tale and/or supernaturally oriented right now. The tales are so adaptable to interpretation. I think that is what makes them so timeless.

Here's hoping that I can continue to entertain with my own take on some traditional fairy tales. They are the root of all my inspiration. Ever since I can remember I have felt connected to folk tales, and I still believe, to this day, that the woods I grew up in is enchanted.

I hope to bring you some of that enchantment in the not too far future. Thank you in advance for your patience and anticipation. I am off to wave my magic wand and put some words down in my tales.

Friday, October 4, 2013

Focusing Inward, Promoting Outward

Autumn. The time to get cozy with projects. After a crazy year last year, when Summer to Autumn and beyond was very challenging, and a whole lot of painful, I am taking this time to focus inward. It's time to discover what's really important to me, and set out going after the goals I want to achieve.

Projects include a lot of handmade gifts, and trying to work on my new idea for a story...which at the moment I am holding close to my chest. Not sharing right now. My experience with sharing my new ideas too quickly is not good...so everyone will just have to hold their breath for awhile. Eventually I'll be forthcoming.

Things for everyone to take a gander at: One of my good friends is busy getting Worldbuilders' Big Ass Charity set up for the year. OK, that's not really what it's called...but fantasy geeks, kind hearts, and book lovers and any other interested party...Click on my embedded links, (you know the highlighted stuff?) and check out all the goodies that Patrick Rothfuss and his Worldbuilding crew have in store this year. It is definitely worth your visit.

Also, my good online friends, Julie Hutchings, J. Elizabeth Hill, Katie Hayoz, Kristen Strassel and Jen Naumann all have new books out that are so worth your eyeball time. These authors are *awesome* in person and in talent. Don't take my word for it. Check them out.

Go peruse your local bookstores, online sites and Goodreads 
and get ready for winter by squirreling away your books! :D 

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

The Great Escape

Here's a spontaneous little post for Hump Day. I was thinking about what I would bring if I had the opportunity to sneak away to say, a studio apartment in Switzerland. Ultimately, it would be a place for me to write without any interruptions, for how ever long I needed it.

So, this is my packing list: (in lovely illustrated form)


and a couple of favorite "mojos" that sit around my computer - like my Iron Man action figure...and I *might* have to smuggle my hedgehog along as well. Oh, I suppose I would have to bring clothes too, but those kinds of things aren't as fun to think about.

So, there you go. This is my current daydream. Thanks, Katie Hayoz! Keep me posted on that apartment! ;)

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Other Pursuits

Long time no blogging, and I do apologize. I have been taking some recovery time from a whirlwind of self taught crash courses in social networking, solo writing, self-publishing, and everything else that seems to go with being an author today.

I will be totally honest with you. I don't like all the hype these days. I was losing my joy of writing. I was like a drowning victim, continuously being tugged under by the current. I realize every "passion" has its own pool of fanaticism, experts, advice and advertising. I also know that there are the nice spas of support. I ended up on the darkened swampy end of the pond, and couldn't get out.

So, I wrapped myself up in a web of depression for awhile. I whined, wailed, mostly whined, gnashed my teeth, tried to force a novel out of my overwhelmed brain.
It has taken me a year (give or take) to realize that I was not being me, and that I had really gone through some challenging personal things last year. They might not have been things that another person would have considered stressful or challenging, but for me, they were downright tormenting; emotionally, intellectually, and spritually. I ran the gamut of stressing out, and I barely had to leave the house.

I can't express to you how stressed out I was. I can only say I am recovering now. I am getting my writing joy back, learning to be loyal to my personal brand of creativity, and doing pretty photo hoarding for mental therapy. 
My "Write Stuff" Treasury on Etsy - spotlights of artisans creating with all things wordy
I may not be back to blogging often for awhile, but I wanted to pop in and let people know where I am hanging out online, when I am here. I am mostly on my places on Pinterest and Etsy, promoting creativity in others, and enjoying the search for inspiration.

I am also focusing on my crochet projects, which are ever changing. I learned 2 new stitches in 2 days and am busy trying to make things in crochet that don't scream "I am a dish cloth!"  I have a ton of Christmas gifts I need to get started on, after all. 

Oh yeah, there's that thing called parenting too...
Please feel free to visit my Etsy treasuries and Pinterest Boards, if you want to get an idea of where I am at. Rest assured that I am writing, but I discovered that I am super uncomfortable giving away "trade secrets" after I bared my soul last year, so if you want to dig deeper into my blog, you might find some. Otherwise, you'll have to get to know me from here on out. Enjoy and maybe we can chat sometime. :D 

This pretty much says it all: Bill Watterson's Wisdom